Has the sun set, why there is still a shadow that has not lost yet? Outside there are storm and rain, are those the signs that tomorrow morning we are really no longer able to continue the journey? Is it true that we are facing a story that will not be eternal?
I wonder what happens with my heart, if I'm still here, not moved from this story, perhaps to answer these questions while waiting for the morning. Or just making sure the sun tomorrow able to warm a lot of frozen hearts. Until I calm down when the rain start to erase my tracks, memories and times will make you more courage to face the life and make me have a willing heart.
I've tried my best and I think you do the same. This is not an easy decision, but please do not have revenge. Outside of us really requires us to put an end to this story. I can understand if you chose did not greet me again, even though as a good friend. I never hurt you, so please do not also look for ways to hurt me in order to I hate you and forget you as you expect. Lets try being more adult. Such separation is painful enough for me (maybe for you too?), but I do not hate you and do not forget you.
If today I remember you and write this, it's because I appreciate your presence in my life. For me, not easy to say goodbye, but in other way you really have done.
Depok, 8 December 2011
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